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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2005|11:53 pm]
Miss Niss
[I'm Feelin' this.. |crushedtorn apart]
[Listen up! |Relient K-Be my escape]

I need YAYA+Court time immediatley.
You girls dont understand.
Its gotta be like.. a night when we all purposely take off of work, NO cancelling plans, NO backing out last minute for stupid reasons.
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(no subject) [Jul. 25th, 2005|12:42 pm]
Miss Niss
[I'm Feelin' this.. |crushedtearful]

Whats wrong with me?
I dont know why i get jealous over stupid things, that any normal person would just brush off.  Then i end up getting all upset and crying for no reason, and then i get mad and take it out on the few people who actually care about me. I try to just act like nothings wrong so i DONT get mad.. but then people just get mad at me. I dont mean  to get mad, or act stupid, but it just seems like i'm going through the motions , day after day after day, just kinda existing but not really living. I dont care how stupid i sound. Its how i feel. And i feel like an idiot. I've been crying for like half an hour, but i dont know why! And i just want to leave this place so bad but i dont know how. I feel like I'm stuck, like I just can't leave.
I am just so sorry that he has to put up with all of my shit.
.                                   I'M SORRY.
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(no subject) [Jul. 24th, 2005|04:58 pm]
Miss Niss
[I'm Feelin' this.. |pissed offfuckign pissed off.]
[Listen up! |Them eating. Assholes.]

I JUST WANT TO FUCKING LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK TO THIS PLACE EVER AGAIN. I feel like i'm in prison. Confined to this house, yet i get yelled at when i go to my room, or "dis-associate myself from the family". WHAT FUCKING FAMILY?! And when i finally find a place where I am happy, "I spend too much time with him and his family, you put them above ours!" Again, WHAT FUCKING FAMILY!? I hate her.
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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2005|08:42 pm]
Miss Niss
[I'm Feelin' this.. |crankyarrrgghhh]
[Listen up! |Bend and not break - DC]

RIP  Uncle Mike :-( :-(       6-30

...thank you julie , for talking. I needed it.

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wow. [Jun. 16th, 2005|09:02 pm]
Miss Niss
[I'm Feelin' this.. |contemplativeI dunno.. blah?]
[Listen up! |As Lovers Go- Dashboard]

Welllllllll .. yeah it's definately forever, no questions about it. He knows everything about me , and vice versa. And he doesn't care, and, vice versa. And I love it. (love him!)

Other things? Nicht so gut / No tan bueno. But whatever, i've dealt with it before, I'll deal with it again.

thank gosh we're BFFL boo
;-)   <3

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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2005|08:27 pm]
Miss Niss
[I'm Feelin' this.. |touchedtouched]
[Listen up! |Maybe Memories- The Used]


Since saturday was my birthday, but couldn't truly celebrate (had better things to do)... I celebrated on Friday and Sunday. Friday, Dan came and picked me up, he gave me the log cabin he had made in ceramics for my birthday! its amazingly awesome. Went to his houseee, had dinner with him, his mommy, his sister and her three kids (my future neices and nephew whether dan likes it or not, those kids are just tooooo cute) and his brother. After that we got Ritas and ran into Ryan Binkert :-D then then we watched National Treasure together again, just like the first date (aweee)  but i fell asleep on him haha.
Thennnnn Saturday! The big day! Prom ! Yay! Got my hair all prett-ied at 10, and lo- and behold, who is there but Amanda! Then went home and got dressed and stuff then Dan came, wow did he look handddsoommmee! WHOO. Hott stuff. Headed over to ms. Toni Mareno's house for picutres but it was just me and Dan and Toni and Billy at first, then this korean kid they called "Q" came with his date and more were supposed to come, including Toni's date but Dan and I had to leave to catch his fam at the school. We did. We took lots of pictures and stuff and then hung around a bit.  Loaded the busses 'round 4:30. Place was pretty nice, my table i sat at was reaaal awesome.  Lets see who I can remember.. Bobby and Kate weren't at our table, not reeeally but they hung out there mostly the whole time. I met AJ and Ali , they were at our table, and Jarrett and his date, and Curtis and his date, and Rafeal who i didn talk to or anything but he was awesome becuase he was a blonde puerto rican or domincian or something haha. Then we had appetizers and I think we were the lasssst table to get our actual meal but thats okay. Danced to all the slow songs but. That was it haha. They played "My boo" which is ironic but friggen awesome haha.  At 12:00 we alll sang happy birthday to bobby cause his birthday was on Sundayyy so yeah.  Got back to the school, said byeee, didnt get home til after 3....
Sunday i sooooo wanted to sleep in but mom made me get up early for "family breakfast" :-( ughh. oh well. At like 12 went to boo's house and waited for alicia then the three of us drove up to my daddy's house and we went to olive garden for dinner that was really nice.  Dan hung out after and we wathced the other movie he got me for mybirthday, The Wedding planner (awee) and then just hung out . Then he went home and i went to sleep :-D!

The end

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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2005|05:07 pm]
Miss Niss

all of you, just get over it, for my sake?!?
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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2005|08:23 pm]
Miss Niss

what the hell do you want me to do?!
I think its real nice how you make me feel like shit.
i'm not going to exclude him from my life because you dont like him.
he's not going anywhere.
i'm not saying that i completely like things how they are.
but i dont know how to fix them.
she never hangs out but i don't see you complaining?
they are ALWAYS together... no complaints.
but its me. of course its wrong. nothings ever right.

at least i have warped tour with corey - august 11 :-D

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yay [Apr. 18th, 2005|08:04 pm]
Miss Niss
[I'm Feelin' this.. |lovedSooooo In love :-*]
[Listen up! |Send Me On My Way]

Soooo yeah i got my prom dress :-) and i can't wait. Under a month !
Dan's birthday is the 30th, coming up realll soon.
Corey's Birthday is May 4th, still gotta order his precious MCR hoodie haha.
Mine (and prom :-D) - the 14th of May. ahhH!

i love himmm.

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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2005|08:05 pm]
Miss Niss
[I'm Feelin' this.. |contemplativecontemplative]
[Listen up! |Martini Kiss - Senses Fail]

Wow. It's weird.. how much things change, without even really realizing it.

It seems like right before my eyes, certain friendships are growing, while others are just dwindling away ... :-/ its a win-lose situtation here.
I know that now, since Dan's such a big part of my life things are different... I think that he knows me better than anyone else ..
And Alicia! the other person who knows me best. I see her allllll the time (and never tire of it ! ;-] )
And Kim, now that she's in lunch with me i get to talk to her allllllllllllll the time and loveeeeeeeeee my bitch so much, cause i think we understand each other in a lot of ways.
I just talked to Courtney over break , really talked, for the first time in a while and it felt SO GOOD. I miss that girl!
And Corey D! I can tell him things that others wouldn't get.
But theres others who i hardly ever see or talk to... and idk when i try to talk it just seems akward. I know it SHOULDNT be like that but it is. I don't like it, but I also don't really know what to do to change it.


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